Novacane

Novacane

I just want you to numb me

it’s not in the clench of moist slits

or from the tricks of lips

that you will come to find me, surrendered

I will raise white flag with a knowing grin

when you unfurl the impurities of

your whole soul, and

center them next to my own

render me

unable to notice anything but you,

splinter my attention with

the way you stand,

demand of me, with your eyes

to always see your beautiful

when it is drawn before me

baby, I just want you to numb me

and while the most intense kisses

lower my defenses,

an intoxicating spirit makes them unnecessary,

I become weightless, waiting

for you to expose

those scintillating eccentricities

at your disposal

show me everything you

have to offer,

far beyond the traces of

tongue against spine,

rub the moistened tendrils of

your intellect

against the most guarded points

of my mind,

let’s go beyond fucking,

truncate the space between

being the woman who

physically turns me on

and the one all parts of me

dream about touching,

mind,

body,

heart,

 soul

become the drug

that no amount of treatment

controls,

roll your strength

like the others only manage to roll hips,

dip me in your confidence

until my own starts to drip

along the meetings of your sensibility and charm,

flanking me like the most inviting thighs

my fingers mean them no harm,

but I just

have to put hands to that well sculpted pizzazz,

you have a delectable flair about you

and I lose composure fast,

when in your presence,

imbibe this devotion that you have me leaking,

because once you have me thinking

I’m all yours

and I just want you to numb me

don’t merely lick me or stroke me

I’ve been there before,

all those intoxicating positions that

make the heart quicken,

toes start to curl, and knees become

weakened hinges,

but there are more delightful places

I am trying to explore

I want to feel you so much

you are second skin,

your essence syncs with the beats of my heart,

and I can no longer pretend,

make my biggest smiles

solution to an equation

where your presence has to factor in,

make the stars in the sky seem

dull in comparison to the

light that I hold you in,

make every lick, and kiss,

and taste and stoke

feel limited in their provided intensity,

when compared to

the shivers I got from your name,

the first time you

spoke it to me

numb me, from everything else

numb me, from worry, wishing, or want

become catalyst to all those days

that feel good, and a shield

against the ones that don’t

baby, I just want you

to numb me